Read Alfa’s words and understand
He wanted me to explain it…
Tell him why I wore distance affixed to my soul like a badge of honor.
And I wanted to tell him. I really did. But I didn’t know where to begin. How do you find the origin? For as long as I can remember I’ve felt that people are bad. That they were put on this earth to judge me. Nit-pick. Find my flaws and highlight them. I feared strangers as a child, but if I’m honest I feared people in general. With people come hidden agendas, and intentions, and I was always taught to be on guard. Not trusting people was ingrained into my core, and I’ve lived wielding a sword for a lifetime now.
I am the Warrior of Avoidance.
I knew something wasn’t right when I was 11.
I didn’t want to go outside and play with other kids. Just the…
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