The Aggravated Mom writes the experience of Borderline Love so anybody can understand.
I love you, I hate you,
Please don’t leave me, but could you just go away?
Hold me tight without touching me,
Reach into my soul and heed this clutter in chaotic disarray.
My brain refuses to believe,
My heart is perpetually blinded by denial.
Emotions fight against reason,
Conflictions between the two forever standing trial.
I want you, I need you,
You’re not good enough, but the very best I ever had.
Ask me what’s wrong, shut up already,
Everything is good, I promise, it’s only me that is bad.
I’m up and I’m down,
Barely room to breath as I bounce around in-between.
Everything is so brutally intense,
This borderline is but a nightmare, not a dream.
Why is it this way, why can’t I change?
How are you here still, my crazy hasn’t sent you packing?
You’re the one, my one and only,
Despite the dysfunctional feelings…
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