i’m a loser, baby

EMJE – A script flip?

Quixotic Mama

always being a fuck up
is difficult
enough
why should i expect
any more
from myself
if i know i am going
to miss
the boat
why should i even try
how do i turn the race
around
so my last place finish
is first?

i drew “the tower” card in my tarot deck again & this was my immediate response. bleah. self-loathing is exhausting.
but on the upside, i really am trying to figure out how to turn the race around so my last place finish is actually a win.
it would be a pretty neat trick if i could figure it out.

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One thought on “i’m a loser, baby

  1. Because you already, expected that you are going to fail at something, that’s why, even if you don’t want to fail, you still, drive yourself toward the behaviors that will, make you, fail, becomimg that, self-fufilling, prophecy.

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