it’s susan i’m choosin’

EMJE – Hobbled (again)

Quixotic Mama

i have been in the blahs
trying to figure it all out
has me worn
out
plus i think i just broke my baby toe…
why is the universe
so set
on hobbling me?
or is it my own wish
to keep
my own mortality
so close in mind?
whatever is going on
it sucks
i just want to fucking walk

just walk….

the day after i realized i have almost no limp left from my broken knee, i kicked a wooden box of blocks as i walked through the playroom on my way to the bathroom at 5am one morning.
fuck me running
or rather
fuck me sitting because i can’t run anymore…will i ever run again? is this what getting old(er) feels like? losing what we once took for granted?
sigh.
it was actually the second injury to that poor baby toe. last week i kicked a stack…

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